The Last Letter

It was almost the end of their relation. Nisha had given everything she could have to save it. She loves him so much and cant think of parting from him..But you cannot bind the relations. never... She waited for him to call. To say what he has to say finally. Nisha cried the whole day. "How could he do this? he too loves me a lot but why does he wants to go away from me? did I not love him enough? Had I been a bad girl friend?" .....endless questions keep filling her  mind and the answers were unknown..She was alone at home with nobody beside her to console,she felt like screaming but alas!

She has known him right from her school days. She adored him.He was a brilliant student. Very humble,down to earth ,quiet and a great friend.She could not help loving him and as the days passed by their friendship turned into a relation--a love relation. He too loves her and she is the only person in the whole world whom he loves so dearly. But there were other things too by which he was bound.

At around 2pm the calling bell rang. Nisha opened the door and found a postman. He gave him a letter. On it her name was written with blue ink. The handwriting seemed familiar. She wondered "who on this earth would send him the letter?"She opened the envelope. Inside was a letter written by her boyfriend.

"Dear Nisha

I know what you must be feeling right now. Trust me I am feeling much worse than you. I dont have the courage to say it over the phone so I am writing it. I know u love me much more than I could have loved u. You never asked anything in return. And I  have been  a very bad boy friend who has never lived upto ur expectation.

It is very painful for me to say that I have to end our relation here only. It was the most beautiful relation which has taught me to grow in life. I know I will never be happy again as my happiness lies in u. I know I will never be able to love anyone again as my only love is u. But I cant explain u the situation for which I am saying this. May be we were not destined to be together.

I might not survive long as it is utterly painful for me too to survive without u. I want the very best of u.I wish u a very happy life and I know whoever comes to ur life will keep u happy. Everyone is not like me.

I know u must be thinking that I am a coward. Yes I am a coward. I cant fight with my family. I cant see my mother committing suicide in front of me. No. I love u too much and cant bear to hear anything ugly spoken to u after our marriage. If possible dont misunderstand me. I am being forced to do this. I promise I will never be back in ur life. U will not see me again.

This is my last letter to u. I wish u all the very best for ur future. Be happy.Keep smilling my angel and forgive me.

I know God will never forgive me for what I have done and I deserve that. I deserve to die as its because of me all problems are being created.

I love u  always.

Bye

Raj"

Nisha laid  on the floor crying like anything with the letter clutching towards her heart. And uttered a little prayer "Oh God! Why?Why did u do this to me?"

There are some love stories in life which ends despite the two people loving each other madly. They end because of some unavoidable sequences that accompanies a person since their birth. The  question though still remains...."WHY IS IT SO?"..And the answer.....unknown.